By Jennifer
Submitted by Jennifer
Date: 2002 Mar 06
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Despite All Of This

I feel as though I am out of control.
I find myself unable to think straight,
I can't even talk right, my tongue gets tied and words get mixed up.
My heart feels as though it's going to beat out of my chest,
My knees are always weak
and I shake all over.
I can no longer sleep at nights,
and my days are so long.

But despite all of this....
I can't seem to stay away from you.
You are the reason I have no control.
The reason I can't think straight is because all I think of is you.
When I talk, all that comes out of my mouth is about you.
And, oh, when you are around....the joy that feels my heart!
And as long as you always hold me while kissing me, I won't have to worry about the fact that my knees are too weak to hold me or that I am shaking.
After falling asleep in your arms it is too lonely to crawl in that big, cold bed alone,
and I don't know what to do with myself while you are gone to work during the days.

But....
Despite all of this,
I love being in love in love with you!