By Smiling Kat
Date: 2002 Mar 20
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Visions of You

This feeling I have...
I know you didn't mean to,
I know you never wanted to,
I know you never had visions of me
Like I had visions of you.
I know I shouldn't feel like this,
We're only friends, after all,
And you never asked for more.
I was the one who did the asking,
But I guess I've been the initiator all along,
I reached out for your hand,
I looked into your eyes,
I kissed your lips.
It shouldn't hurt so badly.
You haven't deserted me,
You've hardly turned your back.
But when I see you look at her,
When you spend and evening with her,
When I was right here on my own,
I can't help but feel this way.
Maybe you're just moving on.
After all, there never was an "us".
Just you and me together.
So, my friend, I'm not upset with you.
You are still a gentleman.
But must I be a lady?