By musicalduck
Date: 2002 Apr 04
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[[2002.04.04.17.26.22693]]

some more rambling..

the summer is coming up and it seems as if i am starting to think about you more. maybe its because i was trying to get over you, or maybe its because i just got my heart broken by another guy and i know you'll comfort me. do you remember last summer? how long it was and how i wished i could have been with you. but i guess she was better than me. there is always another girl that is better than me. i guess i just have to get used to that. i remember our fights, but we could never stay mad at eachother for longer than an hour. i hate to admit this, but i miss our fights. and do you remember our song? i used to listen to it for hours. i havent listened to it for awhile, in fear that i might fall for you again. but its odd how when he broke my heart, you were there right away. but now that i seem to be fine, you have backed off. i didnt want you to do that. i fear i'm falling for you again, and i dont know how to stop myself. i know i shouldnt be doing this, but i cant help it.i know youre not perfect, but thats what attracts me. youre not perfect, just like me. and people seem to think we dont go, but we do. imperfectly. you seem to pop into my life only in my times of need, then you are gone. but what if i said i need you now? you seem to be the only thing that makes me smile lately. you seem to be the only one to make me happy.