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By Babygirl Date: 2002 Apr 20 Comment on this Work [[2002.04.20.15.31.30926]] |
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As I sit hear waiting for your call I think about all I'm about to lose I have to tell you something Last night I lost control I also lost all I have with you I broke your trust and betrayed you I wish I could push rewind and take it all back but it doesn't work that way So now I have to tell this all to you and I don't know how I wish I could prove to you that it meant nothing that I would never do that to you again but you wouldn't believe me especially after all that has happened I just want to let you know that if I lose you I won't ever feel about someone else the way I feel about you. If I honestly had one wish in the whole world right now it would be to take it all back because it wasn't worth it I've learned my lesson and now I'm scared I'm scared of how your going to react I'm scared of losing you forever I'm scared I lost one of the best things that ever happened to me and most of all I'm scared of losing the one thing that makes me happy right now... that one thing is you |