By Cyan
Date: 2002 Apr 21
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I will survive

I'm dying inside, but I haven't reached my last breath.
I know you think i can't live without you, but I'm still here. It hurts, but I'm holding on. I'm holding on to what I had before you. Now that I think about it, my life was great back then. I have to be honest with myself though. It was even greater when we became lovers. My world sucks right now. I won't you back and you know it. But I've grown immune to your sweet talk. I no longer believe in your "can't-keep-my-hand-off-of-every-hott-chick-I-see" addiction. By the way. Did you visit that shrink yet?
I can't believe I fell for that. But that's all in the past now. I'm moving on. It won't be easy. I'm still wrapped around your finger. But I'm slowly slipping off. Time heals all wounds. I'll get over you and as the years pass by I'll eventually find another. Survival is the name of the game. It's not easy to play by a long shot. But I have a couple of tricks in my bag, and so far they've kept me in the lead. Finally-I'm winning.