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By musicalduck Date: 2002 Apr 30 Comment on this Work [[2002.04.30.17.31.23417]] |
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dear _ _ _ _ ok. here i am, telling you everything i feel. you told me you hated it when i keep things from you, so here i am. i hope this goes good. when you first told me how you felt about me, i didnt know what to say. i was in total shock. then, when we hung out that night, it was like i was seeing a totally different person. and i guess you could say i actually started liking you. but the next day, i was thinking about it, thats all i could think about. it got so confusing. and i realized im only in love with love, nothing else. and its true i think i only said that because i wanted to make you happy. it wasnt the right thing to do, i know, but i cant take that back. i think youre a really great guy, and maybe something could happen in the future, but not right now. i know this isnt what you want to hear either. it never is. but i think this time, im going to do something to make myself happy, instead of someone else. i dont know what youre going to do when you read this or how youre going to feel, but i hope youre not mad. i'm sorry, and i hope this clears some things up. good bye. writing letters isnt easy. and me being quite a bad letter writer, its harder. sometimes i just dont know how to get my words out at all. |