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By urbntofu Date: 2002 May 11 Comment on this Work [[2002.05.11.20.32.10621]] |
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Second Thoughts I look back on days departed Days before I knew of your existence Days when I held my whole heart When I knew where I was going Where I was headed When my mind was set on moving ahead My journey and path through life I reflect on my once completeness When you were only a desire A fantasy Before you became a necessity in my world An asset in my life Coming to me suddenly Unnoticed Here I was, unaware of your presence Unconsciously drawing you into my heart Gradually allowing you into my mind Deepening into my thoughts You make me contemplate over my actions Over my beliefs A "scratching of the head" That's what you cause me to do You open doors to my once imprisoned heart Barbed with wire, protected from harm I open my eyes and stare into truth Stare into eyes of meaning Helping me to have faith Faith in trusting you In Loving you In letting you become a part of me Those days departed When I knew which course to follow Which way I was going My moving forward Those days departed Turning into a faded memory A petty thought slowly slipping my mind That direction once headed Is simply a crumbled dream in my past What I really mean to say is... You've been an obstacle on my journey A doubt in my definite direction Confusion takes hold of me Pulling me apart You're that "Second Thought" in my head That happiness in my so-called misery Turning me around on my road Where I'm thinking which way to go This whole time A though in the back of my mind Telling me, "I'm missing out..." On being with You. |