By Bridget O
Submitted by Bridget O
Date: 2002 May 18
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[[2002.05.18.07.39.21001]]

James

James:
I miss you so much
You don't even know
I miss you so much
I try not to let it show
I miss you so much,
And yet I've gone on
I miss you so much
I was just your pawn
I think that you loved me
And i loved you too
But there was nothing for us to do
God, I wish things were different
We could be together
But now i see through all this nasty weather
We truly could have been happy
Just you and I
I miss you so much
I don't think you tried.
God, I miss you and I wish I could say your name
But that name only brings me shame
Every time I hear that name I think of you
And the things we might do.
But someday we may have our chance again
But until that day you are my friend
And now I'm crying and I don't know why
Why was it that you had to lie???
You will never read this but it is ok.
I know that sooner or later we'll have our day
But for now I'm happy. At least I think I am
But I'm trying to go on without you the only best I can
And it's so hard without you
God, I miss you so.
I wish that if only you could know
Bus circumstances are changed now
They never seem quite right.
I wish we'd have given a stronger fight
We might be together,
But things are different now,
And I know exactly how.
Can't get it through my head
So I'll sit here and think of you instead
And think of how dumb I am
For missing you
Could it be you miss me too?
I have to go now but please listen as I say goodbye.
For now my life will go on, at least I think
I'll try.
I love you,
bye.
5/17/02