By Stephen
Date: 2002 Jun 09
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Welts

I remember your welts from paintball
Because I can still see them there
The red oval memories
They've lasted awhile
I look on them smiling
Just like yesterday

Crawling the spawn
Muddied center ravine
Right closed, left denied
Team Thunder was covered
You were mine
In open dusk
without barricades
the artificial Congo stacked thick
still on the ground
camouflaged gently  
fallen trees, tall bush
buzzing mosquitoes
swat, buzz, swat
an unexpected twig's death

sweet panic is in the air
rolling from stomach to back
to see those dark beady eyes
staring confusingly back at me
raccoonishly lifting its head
you aren't looking at me are you?
I flip over quickly
Just in time

sweet chaos is in the air
Those beautiful bright blue eyes
And that sly juvenile grin
Bleeding through the mask
Pop, pop, pop
You're the last I could see
When I was blinded by your fury
Taken aback as I tumble
Within shock screaming mute
In perfect awe of your technique
To shoot me while I'm down

I lay in wonder
What went wrong?
I felt ill with my failure
Laid sprawled in the mud
looking up to your gorgeous laugh
with painful answers
falling ill to my love