By Jon
Date: 2002 Jun 15
Comment on this Work
[[2002.06.15.22.46.6253]]

confusion

im always either
too negative
or
too positive
my smile is always either
too bright
or
too shallow
while i'm with you
i reach that treasured
middle-ground
you are the only one
that can make me smile
and frown at the same time
the only one who can
rip my heart into pieces
and then piece it back
together piece by piece
while im around you
i dont know what to feel
either it be
a deep affection and admiration
or a deep seeded hate and neglect
im so confused
whether or not this is really love
or just something simliar
but maybe
that's when you know
it's real
when not even your heart
is able to decide
who it should and shouldnt
love