By Ali
Date: 2002 Jun 16
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Declared Lost

You look at me with those eyes,
Eyes that I've known before,
But they belonged to someone else,
And I would tell you who,
But I can't bear to speak his name
To you--
I know that you would never understand.
There's confusion and faith dancing
In those eyes of yours,
I watch you struggle with this,
As you try to understand
All that mystifys you still.
I can't explain it to you
In simple terms,
I can't narrow it down
To safe black and white meanings--
Nothing is ever that easy
In relationships.
I don't know what to say to you,
But I manage someway,
Somehow,
And I try to guide you safely
Away from all your fear,
But every now and then I trip
And fall--
This dress is so ill fitted
For a Royal Fool.
But I grin at you
And try to ease your pain,
Nothing's less sacred
That what you stand to gain,
After all you've loved
Has been declared lost,
In one way or another--
You refuse to cry.
So I cry for you.