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By Savannah Haze Date: 2002 Jul 11 Comment on this Work [[2002.07.11.01.40.26664]] |
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waiting for the test. i'm too young too selfish too new to this grown up world. it hasn't even been a year since i became your wife. what will happen to our long nights of making love? sleeping late in each others arms? our dreams for when we're not so poor? will you still think i'm beautiful when my breasts swell my skin stretches my hips widen will you? how do i feel, how do i feel nervous angry scared anxious confused and guilty, because i should not see this as a burden but as a blessing. how will this change us? and as i sit on the edge of the tub you take my face in your hands you do your best to wipe away the mascara and you smile, and you say, we will go through this together. i think i'm ready to look now... |