By musicalduck Date: 2002 Jul 15 Comment on this Work [[2002.07.15.06.02.31818]] |
i don't have any words for you except sorry sorry for leading you on then pushing you away and now i dont even think you want to talk to me but im fine with that because ive learned to deal ive learned to be able to not say goodbye and it doesnt faze me one bit because ive learned how to keep my feelings in and not show them to anyone some say this is bad for you i dont mind it if i show people everything im feeling im showing them my weaknesses so it's ok we didnt say goodbye i'm just going to go lay on bed now and cry and listen to some jimmy eat world "for me this is heaven" because you always said that song reminded you of me so im going go see how i fit into this song and into your world and see if i could ever truly be a part of it even though i know we wont be speaking for a long time |