By soulwolf
Date: 2002 Aug 07
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hope

As planes buzz by overhead,
Traffic hums in the distance
Sounding only as it can at night.
I stare at the moon
Only a little more than half-full
Pondering
Nothing specific
I feel my body warm slightly
As she enters my mind
Everything I've ever desired
All my passions, hopes, and dreams
Have somehow been plucked from my mind
And conjured back up
But instead of stopping at mere thoughts in my head
They have taken physical form
In the body of a girl
And perfected it
Everything I have pined for,
All my visions of happiness
I find captured in the eyes
Of this young woman
Silky brunette hair
Curvacious body
And delicate little hands
When I kiss her
I feel that I've been kissed
By a goddess
Even her lightest touch
Sends me to heaven and beyond
Feeling her angelic body
Pressed against mine
Stops my breath.
The moon begins to blur
As tears swell up in my eyes
The sweet scent of the night
Is gone as my breath stutters
And I start to cry.
My skin clenches and tightens,
Giving me goosebumps
As the nocturnal chill hits me
I sit sobbing
Remembering this image of perfection
The pain inside
Bubbles and swelters.
She loved me,
Made e who I am
Gave me hope...
I dry my eyes
Thinking about this for a moment
She gave me hope
And sweet dreams in remembrance
Of what we shared
All is not lost
I see this now
I have hopes and dreams again!
Rising out of my chair
I kiss the moon goodnight
And go lie on my bed
To dream and hope
That one day
We may be together again
So that I can be for her
What she was for me.