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By soulwolf Date: 2002 Aug 10 Comment on this Work [[2002.08.10.01.07.24731]] |
| none of my dreams can come true without you. hopes, prayers, thoughts, you're in them all. dazed and confused I stare into nothing, searching for answers, but I don't know the questions. You made me, shaped me into who I am, and now I don't know if it's who you want to be with forever. why couldn't we have met later in life, when we would be allowed to feel the way that we feel with nothing holding us back? I'm trapped by the safety of generality. I want to say "when we're married" instead of "when I'm married" "you" instead of "whoever I love at the time" or "our kids" instead of "my kids". whats worse about all of this, is that I can't trust that you feel the same as I. you told me you did before, told me to trust in it, to trust in us, so I did. you decided that you were wrong. I don't know if it's because you wanted to, or because it just happened, but it doesn't matter. it hurts just the same. where do we go from here? I leave it to you. You know what I want. now what do you want? |