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By Cyan Date: 2002 Aug 26 Comment on this Work [[2002.08.26.21.28.1379]] |
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When did I become wife and mother? When did platonic love turn into marriage? When did jealousy begin and contentment end? How did I get to this place of need? I was well left alone being the lonely girl. I didn't think I would want what she has- not with such ardor and necessity. When did I start to ache with the words "I love her"? It's all a blur now and I can't envision when it all began or how my mind got twisted into oblivion. But I am here now and I see no sign of near future escape. There's nothing more I can do now but pretend things are what they seem and have always been. |