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By freakinsecret Date: 2002 Sep 24 Comment on this Work [[2002.09.24.21.52.18746]] |
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okay i've thought about it. and i think maybe i need a vacation from people after all. who knows, what exactly is wrong with me, but i dont feel like sorting it out right now. i'm just gonna work and read and make things and get high and not worry about who is talking to who and who was friends first and who is fucking who and who might be IMing me under assumed names and how i have to keep some things from some people and worry about what other people aren't telling me. i won't have to feel obligated to pour my heart out just to get a reaction from someone, and i wont have to worry about accepting random unwanted gifts from strangers that i dont really like. i won't be upset because i dont understand people and never will. better to have loved and lost my ass. i dont even see why i bothered. i know that i wear people out. i know that everyone gets tired of me after a while. i know that i get tired of people even faster than they do me. im amazed i managed to hold onto this set of people for this fucking long. |