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By carol Date: 2002 Sep 27 Comment on this Work [[2002.09.27.14.26.24220]] |
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I drop the bottle my hands are shaking so bad, there are about 900 mg's in my hand, advil, my eyes are clouded with tears, my heart is pounding. i cant breath. its late, i cant see the clock. but i know it is late. I slowly but shorly pop the pills one by one in my mouth and swalow, I dident take all, but anough I thought. I got into bed quicly, makeing shore to be fully dressed for who ever finds my life less body in the morning. I lay and look at the sealing, I dont know how long I lied there, hours, minutes? I dotn know. but as I finaly dozed off, not exspecting to see life in the later morning when the sun rose, but now, i'm here with u that u god!! for not leting me join u!! |