By Cattie
Date: 2002 Sep 27
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[[2002.09.27.17.03.24263]]

how could u

how could u have done that that night it was horrilbe i woke up and u were screaming at her i heard crashing and crying and more yelling it was horrible i was crying and shaking and could hardly breathe why would u do that to our family? i went out when i thought it was over but i was sent back to my room  there was more left? how could there be? i mean it had been at least an hour or so it seemed to me i didnt understand what was going on then ther was a time limit for her to get out and never come back and when i heard the door i took the bag i had packed while all the yelling was goign on and i walked out with heri think u were suprised i saw the look on ur face in the dark so we drove (both of us crying and not understanding) around for a few minutes and then we came back and slept in the van out in the drive way i listened to the rain pitter patter on the roof of it then the next morning at 5:15 she went inside the garage and u guys talked and cried and hugged and then it was over pretty much  but i had to help put everythingback into her closet because u threw it out in to the hall.  so  that day at school i was so tired i got maybe 5 hours of sleep and  now u look at me like im a freak b/c i dont have that love for u n e more like when i was a kid and its b/c u guys act like it never happened but im sure she still feels it i know i do b/c im filled with anger towards u still and i probably will always be no matter what and no matter how long the love for u has left me now i just have to deal with u!!