By carol
Date: 2002 Sep 27
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[[2002.09.27.19.10.6670]]

the end??

the end?
is there such a thing?
I have been wondering,
because u r lieing right here beside me,
and I feel alone
how can that be?
is this what they call the end?
because it sure feels like it.
u r sliping threw my fingers.
and i can fill it.
so this is the end?
what hapened to the begining, because I dont recal
I dont get how this could have hapened
not to us
but it did
and now,
I have to go,
I wont cry
I wont be sad,
i'm going to smile,
and act like i havent realized it yet
I wont let on that I know
until u figure it out.
I wont say a word, wont turn away when u try and kiss me
wont denie this to my self, but only to u
I know this is wrong,
but of all the things I thought i would have to give up
all the things  I prepared my slef to give up for us,
I never had to
maybe thats y this is the end,
maybe
just maybe
if i go give something up this will work

but then again, this it the end,
so y should I?!?

(mack: dont think this is for u, cuz its not!!!)(I promise)