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By Cattie Date: 2002 Oct 02 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.02.04.36.426]] |
| im lonely and depressed so who am i to turn to? i dont have anyone to look to. all of these other girls have there guys and those who dont are fine with it. but im not!! i need some one i need them to be able to make me happy when im sad even if its just by saying hi when i call! life is so lonely u walk through childhood hating boys but life changes you grow up and yoou have that need for them but i guess im not good enough for n e one maybe its that ive kept myself locked up and have been too behavy! well im tired of it i just want someone that can make me happy when everthing in this stupid family brings me down i want someone that can not kick me when im down but finally pick me up! and whoever you are "jon" i agree with u me life me is like an old worn out poncho! people find you in the rain and put u on but when the rain stops they take u off because u had a few holes in you! or i find out that they have a better poncho at home they just forgot to bring it. or the wind tells me that this person maybe someone i like but i cant stay with them so the wind takes me off and carries me somewhere else maybe to find someone that will love my beat up self. but it hasnt happened yet! so maybe when i was feeling so bad i let them put me on but then i suddenly got a bigger hole because i didnt want to help them n e more. but i wish osmeone could find the time to fix my holes that other people have made! i really need someone to love and to love me back! yeah sure there has been plenty of peole i wish would put meon so i could keep them dry but they laugh and keep on looking for a better one! |