By Corinna
Date: 2002 Oct 03
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Too Good To Be True

I met you out of nowhere.
Not looking for a companion at the time.
You came into my view but I wasn't looking for you.    
But you swept me off my feet. You were so easy for me to talk to.  You took me on a great date...and a couple more after that.
For days you acted interested.
Now it seems that you are just like all the rest.
I thought you might be different...at the time you seemed you were...but now that I look back...well you...you seem to compare quite well.
I'm holding it against myself, which I shouldn't, but I am...
I know I didn't do anything wrong...but I can't help but feel like I did.
I wish you would tell me what it is that I might have done, or said. You told me you were looking for anything serious...and I respect that, because I wasn't either.  I just enjoyed the time we were spending.  You told me you would be honest and you wouldn't hurt me, but you lied...typical. I should have known better...but I didn't.  I guess I was just hoping that you REALLY were different.  Now I just have to sit here and wonder...what is wrong with me?  Once again I screwed up...I wish that you would at least be a man and say I don't want to talk to you anymore or that things were going too fast for you...but all in all I wish you would just call.I knew you were too good to be true.

10-02-02