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By Corinna Date: 2002 Oct 06 Comment on this Work [[2002.10.06.20.33.9774]] |
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As each day passes, my mind revolves more and more around you. I desperately pick up the phone to dial your number. Hesitant at first...but then I give in. I yell at myself every time I call you. I know I shouldn't make this so easy for you. But as it is already, we barely talk. When we finally do get that one chance to be together, the experience overwhelms me. How is it that I can totally be myself with you? And you always laugh at my sarcastic jokes. How is it that each time we are together it's as if we have been together for years, yet we've never dated? You just make me feel so comfortable. But yet, I can't have you. Sure, I get to be with you once a month, if that. But I want more. I feel like you want more too. I can feel that when you kiss me, by the way you look at me... and how you hold me. Your hands are so soft and gentle. I love the way they feel in my hands and on the small of my back. Why does it have to be that the one person who I feel is right for me...who makes me happy... makes me feel beautiful...is the one person I can't have? I don't understand what you are doing. The last time we were together you told me that what we could have would be really deep, but why won't you let it become real? Why do you tell me something like this, but then ignore my phone calls? And why do I have a feeling that what you say you feel is just a lie? |