By His Little Fullback
Date: 2002 Oct 07
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How Do I Just Move On

From here, where do I go
What am I supposed to do
How do I forgive
How do I forget
Where do I, once again, find my faith
So many years of pain
Since he first used me for his pleasure
One night
A night turned into a lifetime
Trying to hide from what he did
I hate him
But hating him takes too much
Too much time
Too much energy
I am tired of hiding him from his own actions
One foot in front of the other
Trying to punish myself for his wrong
I didn't do it
He did
Why am I the one paying for the sin
How do I just move on