By Crystal
Date: 2002 Oct 13
Comment on this Work
[[2002.10.13.14.49.30585]]

It's too hard

I almost pulled into the gas station parking lot,
until I saw you pulling out,
and in a hurry I turned my blinker off,
drove as fast as I could...
and went to the next one.
    All because I am trying to stay away from you,
and you are doing the same.
   And I find it strange,
that I never even knew you were at the bar that night,
until I left and walked directly into your bike rack on your truck.
Had I known you were there,
   I would have probably left earlier,
probably been misserable,
and I doubt I would have taken his phone number.
And then you, you said "I saw you lastnight."
   and my heart almost stopped...
as if I had done something wrong.
  When the truth is...
      Maybe not seeing you there was right,
because I haven't seen you since your hands hit me hard,
and your words so much harder,
and I don't really think I could take...
looking at you in this new perspective.