By carol
Date: 2002 Nov 06
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my soul flys

blood drips,
my soul flys
heart sinks
i feel nothing
except the growling of my hungry stomach
i know i'm wrong...
takeing the easy way out..
not feeling what i should
feeling nothing..
when i know i should,..........
the cuts,.........
they r my way,
of forgeting
makeing the pain go away.
blood looks good,
to even the weakest stomach,
when u think u r in so much pain u might be in hell

u have to do something to prove to urself that ur still alive..

it only hurts for a second,
a slight pain shoting up ur arm

then nohting

no pain

no fear

no  worries

no cares.

until the cuts begin to heal.

then, i'll just do it all over again.