By Daniela
Date: 2002 Nov 14
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Inappropriate Behavior

There is still a bitter feeling
When I recall the threats
My inappropriate behavior was very appropriate at the time
Sometimes there are special circumstances that change the rules of mathematics, of time and space... words change rules bodies change shapes feelings take the shape of animals.

I don't regret the process of walking into hell
with all my humble humility
walking into hell to destroy it for you so that you would feel better.

Love creates anything that is needed as long as you believe.

So... the only physical space I have now is spelled out in many words sent back and forth with electrical internet lines.  in the dark my physical space is filled with you.  and it's true.  slowly the darkness is disappearing and it's a beautiful world when you want it to be.

Visions of booz and smoke make me sick.  I hope that I was imagining things again.  Your body is your vessel -- miraculous vessel -- your temple -- our only physical space we can call home.

Visions of mother throw me to the ground as I bow in gratitude for having braved the tides of giving us YOU.