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By lulu Date: 2002 Nov 16 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.16.07.20.14923]] |
| what is a false forever? after all isnt forever the truest thing there is? forever proves it self each time there is a tommorow, so how can it possibly be false? maybe a false forever is when you hold on to something and it slips through your hands. i guess trying to freeze time, like im trying to do, would also explain this artifical eternity. if we could stay the way we are now; same ages, same time, same grades, i would be in a mortal heaven. i would be with you, which means i can tackle the world. yet the clock is tickying and every moment we get older and closer to our departure. soon, sooner than ill allow my self to realize, we wont be together. you'll soon be in collage, and i in high school, i wont be able to talk to you like i can now, we'll both ''mature''. "mature" is such a dreded word, it will quickly tear us apart. we'll never leave each other behind, simply go our own ways. i wish we could turn around and run from this on-comming fork in the road. since i refuse to grip with the future, because i am gasping for the past, i suppose this means im holding on to a false forever. |