By Daniela
Date: 2002 Nov 17
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Confusion

The world is in a state of confusion
Just as our love has confused

If things didn't fit in the beginning
They won't fit in the end

"Ms. know it all" doesn't know anything at all
I'm sitting with a blank canvas
Looking at an empty world

Something must be terribly disasterous in the world
This state of confusion leading to our extinction
As the last attempts are made
To reunite every last pair of lovers
       and every last conquerors
To find every last warrior and every last healer
To find every last survivor and every last dreamer

It must be something really really serious
Because it has even brought back from the dead to the living
whatever love and devotion and friendship was ever
left by the imprint of our very own souls
from whichever wherever life --  and it explains why
it feels so raw...
it never had the proper time to return to life on it's own...
like a corpse whose flesh didn't properly decompose
it seems as if it was a rush and a roll to get ready and go
before the seed was properly planted
before the seed was properly grown
Everything explains the state of our confusion
And everything explains why I can return to the feeling and just feel caught in the middle of the classic wrong time and place out of control bad luck messed up irritating annoying raging meeting of the souls... and then I remember to relax and then I remember that there is a reason why it didn't work out -- otherwise how would we have grown?

and I remember that it's really not all that bad

although I would have wanted one night to hold you
create the whole world anew
the stars
the hearts of all men and women
and reunite every drifting heart that is lost and alone...

and I remember that even this state of confusion can be positive since we've confused all the hatred and anger and jealousy and greed and alienation and any negativity in ourselves, in any coded memory, and in each other so that we are only left with our love to lead to another path which has been recreated to give birth to the heart of re creation...

Our love has succeeded in confusing us into loving each other again even if we never agreed to reunite, even if we never cared to acknowledge each other's light...

It's best to leave this sacred piece of history alone
as it is very much alive on it's own...

Love has played it's very own trick on us
It's time to move on and let go of the fight
Love has it's very own mind beyond our might