By Daniela Date: 2002 Nov 20 Comment on this Work [[2002.11.20.14.36.2287]] |
i really couldn't look at you i get scared because you are always so official and angry with me i always do something wrong but feeling your passing was so sad for me especially since I JUST NEVER SEE FROM YOU THAT YOU ARE HAPPY. It really upsets me. I would do anything in the world without hurting anyone to know that you aren't so miserable deep down inside. If I was imagining things I would feel better because then at least there is possiblities that you are happy (and i just can't feel it because anywhere in my vicinity makes you sad, pissed, angry, violent energy?) I guess my prayers can't help you. I guess my love from a distance isn't enough. I guess you don't want anything but to be left alone. That sucks too because I feel helpless. And if you wrote the connection poem, am I suppossed to guess? |