By Daniela
Date: 2002 Nov 20
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[[2002.11.20.14.36.2287]]

Bumping in

i really couldn't look at you
i get scared because you are always so official and angry
  with me
i always do something wrong
  but feeling your passing
  was so sad for me
  especially since I JUST NEVER SEE FROM YOU THAT YOU ARE HAPPY.  It really upsets me.  I would do anything in the world without hurting anyone to know that you aren't so miserable deep down inside.  If I was imagining things I would feel better because then at least there is possiblities that you are happy (and i just can't feel it because anywhere in my vicinity makes you sad, pissed, angry, violent energy?)  I guess my prayers can't help you.  I guess my love from a distance isn't enough.  I guess you don't want anything but to be left alone.  That sucks too because I feel helpless.  And if you wrote the connection poem, am I suppossed to guess?