By empyrean Submitted by empyrean Date: 2002 Dec 02 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.02.05.18.14138]] |
am i willing to let go of whats holding me in? let them in emotionally, i've learnt to do that it seems quite backwards,usually its the outer barrier why the vanity? is that ultimately what it is? an apprehension of going through that again oh, to be lost in the moment, swept up in it all to feel loved, trusted. a fear constantly binds me that what i have will be used against me my body, my mind, my soul the invisible straitjacket that holds me in ties my hands and restricts my ability to love the blindfold that blocks all sight prevents me from seeing as it is reality blinds me, its unbearable light too much for my childish eyes to handle |