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By empyrean Submitted by empyrean Date: 2002 Dec 02 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.02.05.21.16959]] |
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tangled feelings, a twisted mess of a mixed up mind tempted to go with what feels right but stopped by old wounds that just don't seem to heal so easily tripped by simple things meaningless comments or gestures that drag up what has been felt before a tumbling snowballing effect so afraid of being burnt again yet I won't admit it openly however i'm its written all over my face a walking contradiction demanding complete honesty yet remain a semi-closed book afraid of trusting afraid of leaving myself open afraid of getting too close and being dragged over the coals all over again all this mixed in with the fact that i'm comfortable, enjoy the company and feel safe i think of you and smile yet i fear you finding out who i am and knowing this, you walk away |