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By empyrean Date: 2002 Dec 04 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.04.01.29.24545]] |
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it's amazing how things can turn so suddenly even though i'm prepared it still comes as an initial shock the feeling of trusting, leaving myself wide open then to have that wrenched from my grasp in an instant that stone that sinks to the pit of my stomach turning and twisting and growing until i feel that its so large it has now ended up in my throat encompassed by an ever painful familiarity that i'm everyone's good friend reliable, sensible and caring yet such qualities cannot bring me love what is it to be loved by someone? i've had it before and let it go it had ceased to be the magical swirling whirlwind and had turned into more like a comfortable blanket, still warm but slightly irritating. to be held in the arms of someone, to sense that warm connection, that closeness and feeling of security. its all well and good to be strong and independent but sometimes it can just be so lonely... |