By scubaamos
Date: 2002 Dec 10
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[[2002.12.10.02.13.27508]]

I'M GUILTY

I'M GUILTY

If falling in love means that I thought I found someone that made me feel a little less lonely . . . . then I'm guilty.

If falling in love means that I thought I found someone that I could grow old with . . . then I'm guilty.

If falling in love means that I found someone that I can accept his faults and love him unconditionally . . . . . . then I'm guilty.

If falling in love means that I thought I found someone that accepted my faults and loved me unconditionally . . . . then I'm guilty.

If falling in love means just that I could spend a week alone with someone without having the feeling that I want to strangle him or that he wants to strangle me . . . . then I'm guilty.

If falling in love means that I have finally found someone that understands me and still stands beside me through thick and thin . . . . . then I'm guilty.

If falling in love means that I have someone in my life that is worth keeping . . . . . then I'm guilty.

I still love that man I thought I fell in love with.  I miss him and wish that he was still here.  Guess I might have fallen in love with a mirage . . . . you know, a figment of my imagination . . . . . I'm not certain, but think that he is still there . . . . . . in there somewhere.

If you ever meet him, could you please tell him that I'm still here waiting for him to sweep me off my feet?  If you do see him, could you please convey to him how much I still do love him and want him?  If you see him before I do, could you please let him know that I've never loved anyone else like I've loved him.  Also, could you please tell him that I've spent a lot of time figuring out what I want in a man and what I don't want . . . . and that the man I know I love is that man.  I know that he really wants to be . . . . really down deep . . . . . wants someone that would love him and be loyal to him, like me.  He knows he could have his heaven on earth with me.

Please let him know that even though time might pass and others might come and go . . . . what really matters is that love can heal any wound, if you only let it.