By Daniela
Date: 2002 Dec 15
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Winter Cold

All I could think about while walking in the wind and cold
    
    Is you

    I am bigger and thicker, but what about you?
    Who is there to ensure that you are dressed warmly, and not foolishly acting like a big shot with thin clothes and open neck in such bitter bitter conditions?  I know that you are most stubborn and mom is far away to nag you.  Oh no.  This may seem childish to you, but these are the things I think about regularly.  These are a part of my worries daily.  This is what it means to be loved.  This is who I am.

    Then I thought about the green vegetables you're probably not eating and what about real food?

    Then I hoped you weren't drinking too much... maybe you really don't drink and those visions were off?  hmmm... hope so...  i hope the drugs are your enemy as well, and if they aren't they should be.  These are the things I worry about daily.

    Then I thought about the company you're making and keeping praying to GD they aren't too snobbish, too fanatic, too yucky and mean plastic rubbish.  Positive is a key word here.  These are the things I worry about daily.

    And I hope that you find love everywhere you go.  I call all the angels of all the cities to find you and protect you and guide you.  I beg GD to find mercy for your sometimes ungrateful attitude which I know you don't really mean.

    Don't shave your head in such cold degrees.  Please be practical.

    Although you seem cleaner than I could ever learn to be, please please please don't touch too many dirty things.

    Someone may think I worry about too many things, but it's really a natural part of me: LOVE.  

    My love has many shapes and forms, some are formless.  This is forever me.  *BIG SMILE*  *BIG HUG*  *BIG KISS*