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By carol Date: 2002 Dec 17 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.17.15.17.24365]] |
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i'm scared u will leave i'm scared to b bad.... i'm scared to get hurt i'm scared to lose what i'm not sure i have i'm worried that.. i know that i'm not good anough i'm afraid u will find better because i know how much it will hurt i dont want u to leave me dont wnat to let u down cant take another heart brake sick of crying sick of bleeding sick of hurting what if this ends what if u do leave i know u could n e time u please i am scared of loseing again scared of being the one that wont let go (when u r willing and ready) what if i was to make u look me in the eyes.. and not turn away, and tell me once again all the things u claim u want to say. could u, would u do it? could u lie to me.. while looking at my soul.. threw my eyes would u be able to live with urself then i know i have made mistakes.. and yeah.. i should have been more careful, but they are done.. and i'm still urs now and i will alwayz be thats THE promise that i can swear to u i will keep. dont push me away. dont tell me lies. dont try to just make me happy if ur dieing inside!! love me for real.. no matter how hard.. stay with me as long as god will alow!!! and i promise to never do u wrong.. never leave never to b gone let me stay and hold on tight.. its going to be a much smother ride.. if only u will look me in the eyes |