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By Crystal Date: 2002 Dec 21 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.21.22.27.29477]] |
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I think of you often, but pretend I never do, I laugh around others and cry all alone, I sit for hours with memories, and the need to be stoned. Many words I speak, and none are of you, I hold in this pain, that never affects you. It's the fact that you walked away, right into her arms, where you have been before, and I can't forgive you this time, and it's the fact that you don't care whether I do or not. 5 years, and I am hurt that I mean so little to you, that you do the one thing you PROMISED me you would NEVER do, but more so, I am hurt that I just am simply not special to you anymore and that I had a best friend, that I cried with, cried over, loved completely, gave up all my dreams on the slight chance to make just one of his come true, that I can nolonger even speak to when I see now. Only turn my head as if everything is okay... when a storm of tears is building up in my heart, to later be released in the privacy my eyes, here with my hands on this keyboard, and my soul still with you. |