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By mysteriousone07 Date: 2002 Dec 24 Comment on this Work [[2002.12.24.15.33.26253]] |
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I would like to say that this Christmas is the Christmas I never could imagine it would be like. Yes, I have my family, although not all of them but I include the ones who are far away anyways even when they're not around. Every Christmas I barely do anything except go in my room and listen to Christmas songs and write poems and cry. I miss everyone that I love esp. my Dad. But on top of all this..This Christmas is really special because I have you and found you. You make my life have a brand new meaning--on how to live and know other things I can't explain. I smile more often, I feel different as if you have changed me into something I was before. As if you brought back the person I was back then. Things you say, things you do for a girl like me is something one could never forget. I don't think I could ever leave you. It is because of you I suddenly believe in true love and what love really means. Without you I don't think I could ever love again, only your love has brought me to the realization that I am capable of loving someone I thought I could never do. I want to give and do the best I can to give back everything you have done and offered me. This time I won't take NO for an answer. I want to show you that my love is true that I could never hurt you. Give you joy, happiness the way you have given me through this time. You have given me so much and done things for me without having to ask something in return. You have given me the amount of your time that I could never give back to do the same to you, the joy that is in your love that in return you only want to see my presence and the look of my face and that will make up for everything. As a young girl I've struggled through so many obstacles and so little things to give you. This heart of mine I offer you even though it never really experienced to really know how or learn how to love. The gift that God has given me is something I could never expect. This Christmas is unlike any other though I have my family and the ones who are far away but are in my mind BUT also having you as part of my life now and that brought me a new meaning of life and different way of living it. All I can say is I Love You..I am grateful and thankful for you loving me as well. |