By RainbowChaser
Date: 2003 Jan 03
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[[2003.01.03.00.12.29989]]

Confused

Confused so severely that I don't know what's going on in my life
there are times when i'm so angry
that i can't see ten feet in front of me
without wanting to punch someone or hurt myself

I want to know what you think
I want to understand what you expect from me
but you expect so much
and give so little in return

but, when you give me a little
it means the world to me
but I'm going insane
I want to know why you are being so confusing

you keep all your emotions bottled inside
and refuse to let me in
until you are so depressed or angry that you need a release
and that release comes from me

how hard is it to tell me how you feel
and keep consistent
don't tell others things that you don't mean
so that you'll feel better about yourself or our situation

I'm so confused
and i'm scared to tell you that i'm confused
because i don't want you to back away from me
how much longer can i stand this

i can't keep putting my life on hold for you
it is causing deep anguish that is going to keep me bitter against you for quite some time
get with it
it's not that confusing

if you can hold me, kiss me, or caress me the way you do
if you can tell me anything
if you can trust me
then you don't need to be confused

you need to ask me to be with you
you need to get with it, and soon
before you lose me
from going crazy by being so confused by you