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By Blue Date: 2003 Jan 07 Comment on this Work [[2003.01.07.13.07.4597]] |
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so... you pretend not to hear me... and... it's o.k. tears come to my eyes over a complete stranger all because you refuse to allow me to hold your hand, metaphorically if you like, as a life-long-friend-partner... tears over a complete stranger that is always a part of my heart. and no one talks me out of it (everyone knows that i love you so don't try to hide as if they don't know you). and there are benefits to this love: it's unconditional and it's forever. i shall marry and i'll have a place in the house that is a space dedicated to you... your name will be framed... and everyone will know you: this is the rebel. this is the man that we need to add to our prayers. this is the one that is a link of a chain to changing the world for the better... please, as you rebel, go gently... my own heart still tears sometimes when your thrashing stares and cold pounding silences beating my head and your every ugly and mean thought is REMEMBERED. please, go gently. the world is a breathing living organism. thanks. |