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By mysteriousone07 Date: 2003 Jan 10 Comment on this Work [[2003.01.10.17.16.22696]] |
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All my life I haven't said a word My inner thoughts and feelings Somehow I'm able to hold But I think it's making me cold I keep my mouth shut so noone would know As if everything's alright But this is just pretend To put on a show Even when it hurts I keep it on the down low Don't know I'm hurt and my pain Once I open my mouth, in the end I know everything will be the same All quiet and all alone Solve my problems all on my own I don't want my heart to turn into a stone Though I'm scared that one day I'll totally snap In the end don't know if my pain will stop I feel as if I'm being control They say they want the best for me And that they love me But why can't they let me be Not allowed to go where I please Even when I tell them where it is As if they don't trust me All quiet and all alone My feelings I kept bottled up Pretend everything's fine Making sure I'm not giving out Any bad signs I'm getting weaker And about to lose my ground I'm avoiding everything To try to calm down All these emotions running through my mind Answers I am willing to find All quiet for mine and their sake When the pain I feel is more than I can take Fights and arguments I am not willing to create So I take it in What they say and stay quiet All quiet and pretend That's what I always do My inner thoughts and feelings They don't even have a clue Words I tell them They seem to think it's not true So I get over it instead of feeling blue All quiet for the rest of my life Cuz I don't want anyone knowing What I am feeling inside |