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By carol Date: 2003 Jan 13 Comment on this Work [[2003.01.13.12.08.18573]] |
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i talked to a old friend last night. i ALMOST forgot y i stoped talkin to her as soon as i siad hello she brought u up the last day of school in the 6th grade.. when i kissed u for the last time and u told me u loved me. for the last time, but u lied i knew that day.. that i would never kiss u again that that was to b the last time i felt ur hand in mine and the last time u would hold me and the last time i would feel those big brown lips to mine.. and it almost killed me to know that i missed u for a long time dreamed of 1 more kiss.. one more i love u.. truth or not but it never came and i thought i would die waiting.. but i dident and i found better he kissed me long.. softer holds me tighter loves me stronger and i know he wont leave that i wont ever have to get that one last kiss and he wont LEAVE me WANTING something that i cant have the dreams of u have long since stoped.. the longing for ur kiss were replaced with a longing for his the tast of ur kiss has been forgoten the eco of ur i love u's.. left my ears the feel of ur skin to mine isent there n e more i dont see u every time i close my eyes and then u tryed to come back.. told me the same lies. TRYED to hold me like u once did. but it wasent anough it wasent his touch it wasent his arms around me i dident feel u no at all it was like being alone and when i told u of him u cryed, its funny not to long ago i cryed b/c of ur "OTHER" and when i saw those forced tears i smiled at u took my hand back and simply walked away. but thank u u made me see exacly how good i do have it now.. and i wont ever go back to that to u to the pain to the tears to the LIES u feed me!! but thanks i couldent have found his love without the pain so it was worth it!! and the tears u cryed real or put on.. i needed those tears. now i really know all the acts u played all the pain i felt led me where i needed to be! thank u |