By angieubaldo
Date: 2003 Jan 18
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[[2003.01.18.16.16.5236]]

the end of me

Its not the end of the world
life goes on
but it's the end of my world
the end of what i dreamed of
the end of my visions,
of our wedding
of our children
of meeting your family
of being the one...
The end of our life together
that never began...
I guess i am a fool
chasing after a dangling carrot
i dream of something i can never have
this isn't love, this isn't healthy, this is torture...
Even though i love you, with all i am
my entire existence
even though, i give you all i have, all i am
you still will not settle for me, be with me....
This pain feel so normal,its feels like pleasure.
So i guess...
Its not the end of the world,
but it hurts so much
sometimes it feels like
the end of me....