By Galadrial
Date: 2003 Jan 24
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Hunger And The Homespun Heart


Blame me for the piss elegant name,
paired with ways that ape the gentle folk.
They expect Anastastia,
and even if they suspect a pretender
they'll grudge respect
on the grounds that just maybe
you're some damned princess after all.
And when I say
that maybe the simple kind
are the most complex of all,
they look at me funny like,
and add a step
to what alreadys keeps us apart.
Blame me for the silly crazy quilt
rag tag rag bag revenant of a heart,
sturdy denim cheek and jowl
with muslin, bits of satin,
hints of silk,
and no damned sense at all
to how the stitching is done.
The seams show,
the edges always fray,
and in places it is badly stuffed
where there is nothing filling it at all.
Blame me for the hunger,
always feast or famine,
taught by time to live
on thin gruel,
telling myself time and again
that rich warm food
is best untouched,
even untasted---
because you don't get as hungry
if you never knew
a full belly in the heart,
and times flow to lean.
No grande dame at this address---
just basic woman
born to own
a heart made of homespun
and a head full of wistful dreams.