By carol
Date: 2003 Jan 25
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past pain

touching with me has to be soft
it has to be slow
and gentle
alwayz
no exceptions

i cant take it again
i cant take anouther
it seams that since last night every time i close my eyes
i can see the past
things done to me
things i'm scared that are going ot happen to me
although i know better

its amazing how my past
can make me think that u would hurt me
someone i trust so much
someone that has never hurt me
and never will
someone that i love
and who i know loves me

i dont know how to make the fear go away
i want to talk about what has happned to me
i want to talk about it with u
but do u want to hear all i have to say
are u willing to listen?

should i try to tell u about the past..
u have naver asked to know
so do u not want to?
should i let u know?!