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By His Little Fullback Date: 2003 Feb 02 Comment on this Work [[2003.02.02.17.58.24487]] |
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Antone Fischer...a boy. "Who will cry for the boy?" I will cry, I will cry for you. Will you cry for me? She left me too. She didnt' even look at me. "A baby girl!" Did she even know, ...even care? Feeling ashamed, alone, guilty. I guess I wasn't enough. But what did I do? I was an infant, a baby. Did I cry? Did she cry? Not wanted I came, Came into this world. A mistake...no love found there. Give me away! Fucking just give me away! What about my birthday? Have you kept count? I'm twenty-one, incase you forgot. What about mothers day? Do you think about me? Gues what...I am a mother now too. I kept her...I love her...my own daughter. I don't understand! What was your reason? I dream about you, What meeting you would be like. And you...do you dream? Do you dream about your baby girl, A baby girl now a woman. God! I hate you! But how can I? Tell me how to forget, Forget you, You and the life I would have had. Tell me who I am! Who I was suposed to be! Just tell me something! Are you even there, somewhere? |