By carol
Date: 2003 Feb 06
Comment on this Work
[[2003.02.06.14.33.28060]]

and again u push me away

I try to help
try to be there
everything u needed me to be
wouldent let u fall
held u strong
kept u up
all along
stayed and helped
threw it all
never minded
to admite when i was wrong
and after all the things i have done,
one thing remainds unsaid

are u glad
that u pushed me away?
u wanted me to go
i wanted to stay
u arent as strong as  most like to think
i'v seen the weak
in those eyes today
the pain shows still
threw that mask u chose to wear..
and lets me know
u do need me to care
u act tough, pretend u dont ach
make them think. what u want THEM to think
i see past every smile
every laugh
to a gurl inside that screams to be let out
who crys countless tears,

who trusts no one
who lives alone
mad and scared
of what might come

it takes alot
to block me out
to ignore the words
you CLAIM to dought
i know  the fear, and see ur pain

y wont u let me
chase away this rain?