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By mysteriousone07 Date: 2003 Feb 11 Comment on this Work [[2003.02.11.16.45.16518]] |
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Why am I the way I am? I ask myself that question Every single time Why am I running from love? I am not quite sure why Maybe GOD wants me to be a Nun That is a possibility That comes to my mind Why am I running from a good man? Every time I get close Feel the love I long for I end up pushing myself away And giving up on love Do you think that There is something wrong with me? Maybe it has to do with what happened to me The thought of those times Brings back a lot of painful memories Maybe this is another possibility... Why can't I open up? That's a hard question to answer Maybe.. Afraid to show what I truly feel Is it that big of deal? Why do I always break up my relationship? Now I believe I know what Reasons I have for this I am NOT OVER YOU What to do, what to do? I realized that you're the reason Reason that I can't be with someone I somehow don't allow myself Because it always comes back to you Moments I would think to myself All I have in mind Are memories I have of you Reasons why I am the way I am Reasons that always lead back to you Always the one that I would answer to Every question I have, all my answers Are always you (not all questions I get however) It's like a circuitous path Every time I take it and on the spot It always comes back to you No matter what It's like you've cast a spell on me Yet maybe there's something wrong with me That I am just too stupid to see Maybe I'd fallen head over heels That I can't get over you No matter how hard I tried to Or because I just don't want to But all I know It all comes back to you |