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By jwb71913 Date: 2003 Feb 19 Comment on this Work [[2003.02.19.19.50.4376]] |
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God how I scream for you in the night When i wake with leg cramps and backache To hold me and tell me it will be alright Like you once did when your heart ached The tears burn and the bile rises, when My mind turns to you and to him Your electronic lover with kids and wife under cover You used me cause that was your whim No more limerick No more iambic pentameter You want the bile, you want the shit Then listen while I bring you it Pay attention to this for you won't ever see words like this coming out of me I loved you and held you i needed you so But you wouldn't let me get well You told me your love would never be ending Why won't you answer the mail I've been sending? The flowers, the presents all unacknowleged The cards and the begging and the groveling Why won't you have lunch, or tell me to shove all the shit that I've been busy shoveling This is so shameless, this crying and whining and hurting and dying God damn it, talk to me soon i can't wait for another full moon To make up another in the long list of chat names To make sure your safe and warm and alive Lurking and sending a quick little word because when you don't know me I know I'll be heard Tell me you do or tell me you don't i asked you before and begged but you won't Don't tell me to listen to what my heart said Because if I listen I'm better off dead My heart says to hold on to something not there My brain tells me that you truly don't care My friends say, come on Jim you need a real life But all i can think of is you as my wife My God I can't believe all this shit that i'm saying I better not post this or folks will be saying Look, there's another eminem without cussing All i can think of is hair you'd be mussing The tears flow, and there's an empty place in my heart. i can choose to fill the hole with tears and I will die, or I can choose to fill it with dreams and live. i guess I will choose tomorrow, or sometime |