By jwb71913
Date: 2003 Mar 03
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Ask me

charming witty beautiful person, alive
and onstage for one night only.

What are we going to do when we find out how we really are,
how are we going to adjust the picture to fit our viewer?

When we first touch hands, will there be
that magic spark of instinctive attraction,
you know the one I mean?  Will my heart race and my breath
shorten at the thought of you?  

When I first hear your voice on the telephone line,
or at the coffee house, will it fill the hole
in my soul with hope?

Or will you compare me to your last, and assign
the the faults attributed to every man, without
even waiting for me to tell the truth?

Will you wait, hold yourself firm against your walls
for me to slip, as I will, giving you justification
for running away, and ripping my heart out as you go?

I can close my eyes and see, the furtive glances as we
sit.  I have seen them before, and know what they mean.
You look at my hands, and wonder, and ask.

Will he touch me softly with thise hands, will I allow
a response, will he take me into his arms and make
me feel safe and warm, or will he use me and go away?

You ask, and I have no answer.  I will tell you the truth.